Chapter 5

In Christ I Thrive

I completely denounce all of my prior writings.

I am not 100% right, because I numbed my pain and dulled my perspective, which caused major cracks in my theology.

Where I was >1% off in my thereoy, was properly noted by the Heavely Hosts.

Of which, through the work of the Holy Spirit, the earthly hosts are speaking to us daily.

My struggle was real, “Death is at work in” me, which sent me spiraling for answers. Yet the only answer I needed was that He has risen.

If I could have done it all over again I would. The pain was worth it. I praise the King for the smidge of sanctification. The journey has taught me so much, including I have more to learn.

In the mean time I am pursuing Him, and growing through reading His word. Which reminds me Job suffered exponentially more. In fact, some of my own friends and neighbors have too. Who am I but a weak whiner?

Yet I am done looking backwards, its not worth it.

Looking forward, I am aiming to bring pleasing gifts home to the King.

James 2:18 “…show me your faith without deeds, and I will show you my faith by what I do. You believe that there is one God. Even the demons believe that— and shutter.”

This year I coached 3 basketball teams simultaneously in the winter of 2021-2022, quit my job for many reasons, some of which include conflicting moral standards. Kinda sick of walking into work with gay flags everywhere. The new job paid more, but is way easier and slower. Who would of thought. Then became over employed, coached 3 soccer teams simultaneously in the fall of 2022, took my family on countless trips to deepen our bonds. I am now about to coach 2 basketball teams simultaneously this up coming winter while score keeping for a third. I log this into entry to record an effort, which will fall in vain, and really isnt worth noting. But I am for my kids, so they know I am giving them everything I have.

But my vendetta to good is but rages, Christ gave more and is logged in the greatest book of all time.

Should delete all my writings and simply hyperlink to to His book?

Meh, Jordan Peterson says to journal, so I will.

Below is the draft outline of the “ treasures in jars of clay “ that I poses. Who knows if I'll pursue writing it. I've found it's more meaningful to live it instead blabber about it.

Outline:

  • The Word of God is alive, More then philosophy, it should be lived as art for him to enjoy

  • Thank you for my suffering, David faked mental illness, yet I had the privilage to, yiiikes

  • Stay humble, or be humbled

  • Serving my Godly wife elevates my connection to the divinity, eternal purpose

  • Forgive, move on, then grow where there is good

  • Be aware of Herod's yeast, 

    • put down the screens they are brainwashing you

    • get sober the drugs are numbing your calling

      • We are hooked:

        • Ms15 sells tiberon

        • Gay pride sells HIV meds

        • Fucci and gates sell vaccines

        • Doctors sell treatment, not resolutions 

      • Anti depressants are twisting your logic

      • Weed is no better alternative 

      • Better to die stable, then to live twisted

    • The water is poisoned

    • Our schools have abused our children

    • Any political party, just NOT the left

  • Warning:

    • The end is near, timing uncertain

      • Saw a vision in 2019 which came true, yet what I felt is coming next is unfathomable.

      • your actions are more critical then ever

      • Serve the children, they are the greatest is God's Kingdom 

      • Thankful for the end, preparing with a greatful heart, good bye to pain, let the King regein.

    • Do not believe the lies from the Evil one.

      • How do you know if you are?

      • Who are you conjuring? Knock and the door will be opened. Its more obvious then you think.

      • Spirits speak